To provide an update and keep this group of posts going, I DO have a date set for getting my tattoo! Just a little over a week away, on Feb 22, 2022.
I am soo excited to have this done, and be able to see it every single day for the rest of my life! Admittedly, I am also a little bit nervous about how painful it might be. But I do believe that I will be able to work through that somehow, and the end result will be well worth it!
I think that started kind of a back and forth chain reaction for me though.. Seeing the tattoo on my body always generates such nice, warm feelings inside knowing that I truly do “belong” to Angel. She is my life. Her happiness brings me even greater happiness! When she’s down, I work even harder to bring some semblance of happiness back into her life.
But then alas, inevitably the temporary tattoo will begin to fade. The first to go are usually the words “Property of Angel.” The letters start to blur together as the entire tattoo starts falling apart, leaving bits of black, sticky residue in my underwear. I’ll usually just deal with it for as long as possible, until the whole thing is just a giant blob of nothingness and I have to scrub the rest of it off of my body in the shower. I know the basic dynamic of my relationship with Angel is still the same, but seeing the tattoo come off like that is still always a bit of a downer for me.
Part of me often wants to just go grab another temporary tattoo off of the stack and reapply it right away, but that’s really not particularly feasible. It’s not like I bought THAT many at a time where I can go through 1-2 of them every week! I COULD buy that many I suppose.. It wouldn’t really be overly expensive to purchase like a year’s supply a time. But honestly I don’t know if I could handle the emotional rollercoaster ups and downs of having a new tat and having to wash it off again that frequently. It’s kind of not really worth it!
I think from the time I brought it up as a very serious topic to Angel, to ask for her approval of me checking into and now going through with getting this tattoo, she might feel as though I’m rushing into it a bit. But it is definitely not rushed! This is at least 5 years in the making, and I AM READY! Let’s do this!!
BY the way, if you have any good tattoo stories to share or opinions on whether or not I should share about my chastity experience with my artist, I would appreciate the comments on my last post: