Thrill of the Chaste

Last night I got the first feedback from Angel regarding my note about Long Term Chastity, but not exactly in the way I expected!  I had actually gone and laid down in bed a little early, trying to fight off the beginnings of a cold that I was feeling coming on, while Angel was still up finishing some work that she had to bring home. When she did come to bed, she asked if I was still awake, which I “barely” was.. She tried starting a conversation about what she had read (my note) earlier in the day, asking if I really wanted to stay locked all the way until my Birthday??  I wasn’t sure I was really awake enough to have that conversation right then, but managed to mumble something about being willing to go that long if SHE wanted to try it!  She commented about that being a LONG time (which it is!), then it seemed to drop at that for the time.  Eventually, she rolled over and turned off the lights, saying we could talk more about it later…

BUT THEN, as I was snuggling up behind her and truly starting to drift off to sleep, Angel suddenly grabbed my hand and guided it down to her crotch in a clear indication that she wanted some attention! Somewhat late, on a work night even… That virtually never happens anymore since we started having kids! 🙂

Almost immediately, I was wide awake and happy to oblige! I helped her to at least one great orgasm, while as for myself– well, I was straining VERY hard against the end of the Queen’s Keep thinking of how hot it was that she had taken that much control!  She reminded me of what I had said in my note, that SHE was entitled to as many orgasms as she wanted, whenever/however she wanted. She had been thinking about that ALL day, looking forward to what we could do that evening, and she was not disappointed!

Once Angel was content, we did talk about the whole concept of long term chastity some more, and I learned that she WAS quite excited about the idea of having the ability to let me out whenever she wanted, with the option always being on the table of just locking me back up again without being able to have an orgasm myself.  She thought I needed to be careful though, about saying that SHE could have one “ANY time!” I told her that I meant every word of what I had written, and would be more than happy to help her any time she needs it!

That pretty much wrapped up the first round of our talk, but I have to say that I don’t mind the direction this seems to be going! Even if Angel wasn’t thinking about it in these terms, I think she was kind of wanting to “test” me a little bit last night to see how serious I was. I can’t always tell exactly what is going on in her mind, but I think I passed!